成长博物院

走进。

我的

成长博物院。

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满是灰尘的自行车,

还有

沾了血的胶布。

旁边放着的照片,

却完全吸引了我此刻的目光。

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白色相框,

照片里

的女孩,

大概一米一,

坐在自行车上,

双脚离地

大约有15厘米

另一张照片,

同一个女孩

骑上自行车,

以最快的速度,

呈现最自豪的笑容。

是在炫耀勇敢,还是在炫耀坚持?

无论是哪一个,

我都希望现在的她,

不会改变。

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从前,

我们想做一件事,

就去做了。

现在,

我们想做一件事,‘

却先被自己否决了。

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坚持没有了,

开始害怕受伤了。

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慢慢往前走,

第二张照片,

是同一个女孩,

左手拿着玩具手枪,

右手拿着玩具车,

然后,

跑东

跑西。

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从前我们不晓得,

面对摄影机,

微笑是最佳表情,

却依然笑得那么自然,

那么灿烂。

现在我们懂得了

微笑

却笑得虚伪了。

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继续往前走,

看到的,

是贴满

女超人卡通贴纸

册子。

我只是

淡淡地笑了。

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从前,

我们争着当超人,

现在我们忙着找超人,

找勇敢。

hero

I walked into a museum full with my childhood memories.

There was a bike encrusted with dust
and blood-stained handiplast were just next to it.
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And a photo beside caught my eyes at the moment.
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The photo frame was white in colour.
And the girl inside the photo was about 1.1 meter in height.
Sitting on the bike,
her feet can hardly step on the floor.
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There was the same girl in another photo.
She was riding the bicycle at the fastest speed.
And l was looking at her proud smile which is of a champion
and her emaciated chest out.
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When we were children,
we did everything that we believe in.
But now,
our own thinking becomes the chief obstacle.
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The meaning of perseverance was forgotten.
And we start to afraid of
getting hurt.
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I walked slowly
and
l took up another photo.
There was the same girl.
She held a toy pistol in her left hand
and her right hand was holding a toy car.
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When we were children,
we don’t know that
a smile will be the best expression when facing camera.
But still, we gave a genuine smile.
Now,
we know when to smile
but we can only perform fake smiles.
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l walked on and l saw a book that was covered with the stickers of
superhero cartoon.
I smiled lightly.
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When we were children,
we ought to be a superhero.
But now,
when life gives us thousands of reasons of the need for us to be a hero,
we start to look for a hero in our life
and we start to search for an element called courage.

200 v.o.u.c.h.e.r

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《时光电影院》

伤感剧情,伤感结局。

整整喜欢了7年的作者,

还是很出色。

但人生,

需要快乐一些。

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唯一一本,

有“心理学”字眼的

书。

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只是习惯性的,

收集激励人心的书籍。

Image

一位

用自己的生命

去见证奇迹的男士。

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好好照顾自己吧!

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一种在森林里,

也可以享受的旅游。

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一本书,

或许有对有错。

但选对了,

或许,

就免了那么几年

去了解

那些

密密麻麻的

人生道理。

L.i.f.e

One Step to the front,

 

Two steps to the front,

 

And Three steps to the front.

The first day, the second day, the third day.

And so forth.

I wonder if there is any relationship between pace, time and life.

This is the first day and l asked you about the meaning of life.

‘Life is like a white drawing paper. ‘ you said.

And l can choose any color that l would prefer to  add to my drawings.

‘I do not know how to draw. Can you draw for me? l replied.

Then, you showed me the pictures that you have drawn.

The first one, is a prominent pictures of a watercolorist.

It appears to be wonderful but l can still detect the slight imperfection in this drawing.

‘People always plagiarize others’ drawing without thinking.

They never know the most important things that never appear in their own drawings is actually themselves.

And so, they started to forget the meaning of true self.’

This is what you told me at that moment.

The second one, ostensibly it is perfect and the people is supposed to be happy with untold wealth.

‘Why there is no smile on their faces? ‘

l was wondering about this drawing.

‘Sometimes, the reality will blindfold the eyes of our heart.

And that’s why we didn’t know the reasons to be happy.

We used to take things for granted ‘and you called that as the blindness of one’s heart.

Then you showed me the third picture, there is a young man in the picture.

Halfway through the race he began to flag. And l deeply regret that l saw the starting point but l didn’t see the end point at this racetrack.

I asked ‘How far is it to end point from the starting point? Won’t he feel tired?’

‘A  person who does not set a target for himself will never be succeed. He will never reach the end point at this racetrack. He ran just because others did.’ you smiled when saying that.

The forth picture, you drew the sign of love.

And you just said, ‘Life is all about love.’

Then it comes to the fifth picture. Hmm,  it is just ——–> a blank sheet of paper.

I asked, ‘why you stop drawing?’

You gave me the paper and you said that is mine.

I can draw anything on this paper and l have to decide the style of this painting.

Then, you continued to say that there is no right or wrong in all drawings.

You said that the meaning of any drawings is changeable.

You said that a seemingly complete drawing can still be changed.

You said you hope that l will never draw a mask in my drawings.

You said the ‘I’ in my drawing must smile happily.

You said l should be the protagonist in my drawing.

You said you hope that the ‘I’  in this picture will always move forward because life is all about moving forward.

Finally, you said it doesn’t matter if l am not good in drawing because the greatest talent in one self is hard work.

And so, this is the first day that I began to learn about the meaning of life from different drawings.

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11点02分

四个月假期终于要划下句点。

没有依照计划,

也无法,

但对于人生,

开始改变想法。

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不是每一场离别,

都必须难过或伤痛。

就像不是每一滴眼泪都不能存有幸福。

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从前我会希望自己的家乡在西马,

那么或许,

每个周末,每个带着行李的笑容和脚步声,

不会提醒我,思念,和一种渴望。

一个星期的疲倦,和永远说不尽的无奈,

总有那么一刻,

我希望我在家。

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离别,永远不会是无止境。

就算是生离死别,

我们依然会相遇。

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上帝,

我有多庆幸我有你。

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停留越久,

离别就越不舍得。

但那又怎么样呢?

对于这个假期,

我依然很满意。

没有华丽的故事,

没有傲人的经验,

有的,是不断的离别,和懂得。

离别不需要习惯,只需要懂得。

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四个月,

走过台北,

学了简单的家乡味炒饭,

拿到了过期的驾照,

自拍了,又自拍,

目睹表妹表弟的成长,

看着因离别而相聚的场景,和我们,

明白人生终究只是短暂的旅途,

懂得家人的爱有多深,

懂得朋友有多么珍贵,

知道我没有失去那所谓,真正的自己,

经历了大马停电,

颓废了几个月,

愚蠢吗?

对我来说,

这就够了。

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不必再带着悲伤面对离别。

我所带的,

是让我幸福的,

家人的爱,朋友的爱,

面对最不擅长的离别。

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四个月后见啦!

淋雨一直走

I took the one that less traveled by

and that has made all the difference 

– Robert Frost

都应该有
有梦就别怕痛
有雷声在不停
雨泼进眼里看不清
谁技术狂飙
溅我一身淤泥
很确定我想去哪里
往天堂要跳过地狱
也不恐惧
逃避

这不是脾气
是所谓志气勇气
你能推我下悬崖
我能学会飞行
从不听
谁的命令
很独立
耳朵用来听自己的心灵

淋雨一直走
是一颗宝石就该闪烁
都应该有
Oh
有梦就别怕痛
淋雨一直走
是道阳光就该暖和
都应该有
Oh
有梦就别怕痛

有前面盘旋的秃鹰
有背后尖酸的耳语
黑色的童话
是给长大

洗礼
要独特才是流行
无法复制的自己
让我连受伤有型

这不是脾气
是所谓志气勇气
你能推我下悬崖
我能学会飞行
从不听
谁的命令
很独立
耳朵用来听自己的心灵

淋雨一直走
是一颗宝石就该闪烁
都应该有
Oh
有梦就别怕痛
淋雨一直走
是道阳光就该暖和
都应该有
Oh
有梦就别怕痛

有时掉进黑洞
有时候爬上彩虹
在下一秒钟
命运如何转动
没有人会晓得 Oh
我说希望无穷
你猜美梦腾空
相信怀疑
总要决斗

淋雨一直走
是一颗宝石就该闪烁
都应该有
Oh
有梦就别怕痛
淋雨一直走
是道阳光就该暖和
都应该有
Oh
有梦就别怕痛

淋雨一直走
是一颗宝石就该闪烁
都应该有
Oh
有梦就别怕痛
淋雨一直走
是道阳光就该暖和
都应该有
Oh
有梦就别怕痛